ARGH! ever since i got back my report card; tings has becum diffcult for me sia. *Sigh* nawadaes my parents onli tok bout things tat concerns my results and stuff; SIANX!
HELLO! its aft exams and HOLIDAE naw if they still didnt noe; they r jux controlling me too much! wth; they dun let me go out wif my friends. lyk before track trnging; we r goin out for lunch and meeting up and stuff lyk tat, my parents have to care; and its lyk wadeva i sae; they must give a lecture bout it; i said, i didnt wan to eat lunch at hm; and they will tok and tok and tok to me [ lyk give lecture lyk tat] for lyk 30 mins; WTH lorx. everiting i sae is lyk WRONG, SIANNX. and they jux keep on saeing bout me; WTH i cnt stand them animore; lyk example i sae i wana go out meet up wif my friends for lunch before track; and they will lecture me bout spending $$ and wasting $$ and y cnt i eat lunch at hm; and they will go on and on and on for hours; WTH;

y cnt they jux give me SUM FREEDOM? its lyk in the holidaes; HOLIDAES! and holidaes r suppose to enjoy!! not keep me locked up at hm lyk a prisoner; ppl r enjoying lyk no one's esle business and u guys have to keep me locked up at hm; and keep calling me to study and stuff lyk tat; WTH lorx! its HOLIDAES; and they keep suaning me saying tat i'm not gd enuff and will get kicked out of sch and stuff lyk tat. since u look down at me; wad can i do? theres nth i can do rites? i noe tat next year is an important year for me; cux got streaming, but can u not jux force me to study lyk tat; i dun lyk it; if u force me even more i'm not goin to show ani improvement; cux i dun have the mood to study, and more or less; i'm still not improving.

naw its in the HOLIDAES; u said before u cnt absolutely force a child to study in the holidaes; cux the child wun study at all. and u said before holidaes for a point of enjoyment; so y aren't u giving me ani freedom for me to enjoy? jux becux of tat toopid report card and things r turning upside down; i realie dunno wad to do;

its not tat i dun wan to do well; but partly becux of tat. but u cnt expect too much frm me rite? sumtyms its not tat u call me to do well and i can jux folo ur instructions; u also noe tat i'm not a type of person who is into studying rites? but y do u keep the standard so high? i jux dun understand; sec sch is not lyk pri sch where u can score so well and stuff lyk tat; but if u jux get a pass; i'm contented. i dun wan to expect much frm myself; for naw;

but i'll push myself next year; obviously becux of the streaming, its not tat i dun wanna do well also rites? *Sigh* y cnt parents jux noe our feelings? saeing tat they have been a child lyk us before but y r they treating us lyk this?

U PROMISED TO GIVe ME FREEDOM DURING THE HOLIDAES; BUT WAD R U GIVING TO ME NAW?

U BROKE UR PROMISE; AND IT HAS LEFT A SCAR; AND ITS NOT GOIN TO DISAPPEAR;
CUX I'M NOT GOIN TO TRUST U AGAIN;

cnt u jux understand how i'm feeling?

i jux dunno parents; *SIGH* i dun wanna noe bout them;

YOU CAN CHANGE EVERITING; BUT NOT THE FACT TAT U BROKE A PROMISE;

wadeva- hUisHia ='(