SIGH! I MISS HIM, BAD. REAL BAD. dunno wads wrong wif me lehx. SIANX. its lyk since this morn i've gone lyk bonkers. SIGH; he jux left this morn. lyk 7am plus. when i received his last msg when he was at the boarding gate. yups. since then haven receive ani other msg frm him. SIGH! then i kept looking at my hp; jux hoping for a msg frm him. i noe its lyk dumb of me, who can fly to china so fast de. LOL> the plane not so fast de mahx. but dunno y, jux kept looking at it. SIGH! then sudddenly *BEEP* got msg. then i rushed to the hp. lyk so HAPPY noe. then when i open the msg, SIGH. my heart sank. it read "jo-ann" SIGH! then i was watching a korean drama mahx. so its lyk so touching lors the show, touching but it kept reminding me of him. SIGH; so hence i miss him EVEN MORE>.<>

then everi single song i listen to is lyk sad sad de. then the lycris make me miss him even more. and to tink tat i cnt even chat wif him 2nite. SIGH! but at least he msg me at 4pm plus lyk tat. i was lyk OMG OMG OMG! WOW. my tears ROLLED out lorx. SIGH! i jux miss him too much. SIGH. but the msgs didnt last too long, the feeling came back to me again. SIGH! until naw i'm still missing him. and its lyk wadeva i do i still cnt stop the feeling. tat feeling tat make my heart cry.
MY MIND TINK THIS WAE; BUT MY HEART DOESNT. SIGH!
i cnt help it but i MISS YOU jux too much. and its NOT goin to change.
SIGH; its lyk jux the 1st dae and i miss him so much, SIGH!
gurl, you can do this. yesh you can. another 9 more daes. [tats wad i tink]


I'M SUFFERING.
I MISS YOU BAD. REAL BAD. SIGH! ='(

hUisHia<3 =[