i dunno wads got into me. but naw a lot of stuff is in my wae. and i dunno how to deal wif it. i realie dun. i'm on the verge off breaking down. but i noe i cnt. i cnt break down. i trying real hard to hold on. and i hope i can continue to do tat befoer i fully break down.

everiting's kept inside of me. noone's here for me no more. onli him. i'm sori i cux all these sufferings against both of us. i dun wan these to happen i realie dun. for naw; i have to keep everiting inside of me. and act strong on the outside. i hope i can continue lyk this. i realie hope i can. wait till the dae i break down.

DAR; i have loads of tings to tell u naw. but i dunno how to sae it. and i cnt put myself to sae it either. i'm sori. if one fine dae i break down, i hope u dun mind kay? i dunno how must longer i can hold on le. i'll try kay? i will.

promise me one ting; dun leave me kay? i dun wan to be left alone in this cruel wurld. i realie dun. i need you. i realie do.

EYES SORE;
NO VOICE;
MISSING YOU;
BREAKING DOWN;
HOLDING ON;

HUISHIA.