Humans are the same, having a thousand diff thoughts in their head and having an irresistable urge to let them all out but instead forcing them to stay within yourself and never let anyone know. And you know what it's called? --- bottling things up. And if it makes us so miserable inside out and makes out heart ache like a devil is eating a hole in it, then why do we still do it? Some people do it cause of ego, they are afraid to admit the truth cause they don't want anyone to know their true self. They are worried of how people will look at them, whether they will see them as they were before. Whether anything will change if they were to speak the truth. So instead to letting their true self show, they keep it within themself, and no one will ever know. Others do it cause it's better for everyone, they feel that if they let those thoughts out, it will eventually hurt someone other than themselves. So they sacrifice and hurt themselves to make others happy. But well, the question is ---- is it all worth it? Sometimes we are alike, more than you think. It's just we don't realise it. Whatever happens, I'm here if you need me. :) When it's over, it's all going to be fine. After all, what's a rainbow without a little rain?