EMO POST: nights nawadays dont seem the same anymore, they seem long, lonely &frweishly emo-ish ): i try to tire myself by doing things i dont have the mood to do, i thought i could finish my homewrk while you're gne but i realised that i need someone on the fone with me whn i'm doing it cause naw, nth seem to be able to get in my head, or in other terms, nth seem to be getting out of my head &the page is still blank at the end of the day.

it's not that i dont wna to tell you all these but i cant bring myself to do it cause i dont wna to spoil your holiday. cause i'm happy whn you're happy i wanted so much to pick up that fone call but i ended up pressing the reject button not that i dont wna to pick it up but i just cant do it, i'm scared i'll just breakdown on hearing your voice cause i'm missing you too much. everything doesnt seem right nawadays maybe because you pamper me too much &whn i realised that you're gne, i'm just totally helpless. or it's because iloveyou too much, so much that i dont know how to describe it.

there's this feeling of sth stuck in my throat naw, &everything i look at or think of reminds me of you. i so need a hug naw, a shoulder to lean on..
i need you dearrr. i really do (.....)

i'm sorry that i'm emo nawadays cause it's lyk a piece of me is gone &i can no longer smile agn. (literally)

ILOVEYOU :D
HUISHIA<3'