WARNING: this post is gng to be superr emo-ish so if you cant take it just leave okay? :D thanks ^^

are you contented with everything in your life that you feel that you dont need anymore? i dont think that will every happen to me cause i'm always asking for more, but naw there's something missing in my life making my life totally upside down. it seemed to stop on 15122007 and i really dont know what i'll do without you mylove, cause naw, everyday seem endless &these 7days (actually 6days) seemed to pass so slow ):

but i dont wna tell you all these cause you'll probably be enjoying your trip in japan &i dont wna make you worry for me, so i guess i just have to spill it here. :D
but whn i come to think of it, i really dont know how to express it in words cause i'm scared that if i really write all these down, the page is gng to burst. haha, cause i have so much so much things to tell you but i'm just scared that you dont really bother to listen to me cause you may be too occupied with all your stuff/ you may be too tired frm everyting/ maybe it's just me. (i'm gng to start consoling myself agn) haha! ^^

i just wish you were here with me, but i guess there's always times whn you need to have your own space &i need to have mine :D haha. i guess i think i'll stop here before i get more (...........) haha, dont worry about me :D i'm fine FINEFINEFINEFINE :D

&i realised there are much more ppl (maybe a one/two but nehmind) that actually care for me ^^ thankyou! (thats all i know what to say) :D

i dont know what i'll do without you.
ILOVEYOU!
HUISHIA<3'